It's been too long after my last visit at my grandpa village. I used to live here for 10 years and then I fly to Africa to continue study at overseas. During in 10 years leaving in that village leave so many memories that will live forever within my life. My grandpa is not here anymore, he passed away after had heart attack two years ago. It's been a hard time for me to accept the fact he's gone forever.
I have passed and graduated. I am now a successful man with excellent life and have good job, still it's not enough to fill my empty loneliness. Day by day I felt there are some spot in my life is not complete yet. It's haunting me and effect my life but no one know about it. Since the silence of loneliness has reached the limits and I have decided to visit my grandpa village to end my miserable situation.
20 years has passed and I'm now at my grandpa house. All the memories now merge inside me. I'm getting older now as the time for me right now getting short and my legs are heavy to move around and playing with my only grandson. his parents died in accident and only depends on me now. The life is cruel but we know it's now our decision to rule things like we want. I gave him all my love to ensure he won't feel piece of loneliness losing person we care and loved.
Now he grow much faster than I expected. He looks like me when I was younger once a time ago. I'm going weaker faster when I'm trying to wake up. My legs and my body won't react on my command anymore. Things moving slowly for me right now. I am now realized how my grandpa feel before he died.
" Life is hard but I'll never says it's not gonna worth it..." -Unknown.
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